I know this post is kind of bitchy. But I needed to get it out of my head. It's what I feel, and you could at the very least read and stop being such a stubborn cow.

Hello X,
I realised that we had to talk to you. Whether you liked it or not. Me and Rachel want you to know that you've become a different person. I mean, honestly, what's with the all the problems anyway? If you really want to compare problems, I can give you a hell lot that I have. And I solve them, not sit back and eat chocolates when I have weight issues or moan about a relationship's that been gone since last year.

You've been really blowing your problems out of proportion. I don't really think it's that hard to live your life. I don't believe that it's that hard to get over "the feeling JY gave to you". It's just a matter of whether you want to or not. If you want me to get really bitchy and all, I can say something like, "Your goals are not that hard to attain anyway. TJC? I mean like, I'm in a better school than you and the stress level is obviously higher." But I wouldn't, because it's not fair to you.

But you know it. Your emo-ness has affected your grades, and I don't really think it's worth it. Cutting yourself, moaning and groaning about your problems? When was the last time I told you about mine? Super long ago right? That's because I found out that everytime I told you about my problems, you'd always turn around and say how much worst yours are than mine. I called you for comfort, but apparently my problems trigger your sadness, and I'm the one comforting you in the end.

If you wanna start talking about how you actually solve your problems, show it. Yeah sure you don't have to proof yourself to us, but proof yourself to yourself. You barely believe in yourself, admit it. If you did, you wouldn't be mutilating yourself with scratches all day long.

Is it a freaking hobby for you? To cut scratch yourself?

Look at your blog. How many happy posts are there? Like, 9/10 of it is emo sounding and mentally disturbing. What's the point of being so sad over life? Life sucks, that's a fact, but why don't you just pick yourself up and get over it? You're wasting your time wallowing in your own self-pity. Where's the point in that? The last time I checked, it doesn't get anybody anywhere.

If your excuse for not coming for service is 'cos you don't want to see me 'cos you'll "cry", I think that's a pretty lame excuse. Would God except it? That you just don't want to see this girl so you don't wanna see Him? I can't deny that one's spiritual walk with God can't be measured, but you don't give me a single reason not to think that you come to church only for your friends. If you cared about God even more, you wouldn't have bothered and came anyway.

A sunburnt hand is nowhere near a good excuse, honestly. When I had an operation, I came to church in a dress even though I was P6 and I hated dressed so damned much. When Rachel had a zit on her face that was super red, she still came to church. No one said anything about it, and I doubt anyone would say anything about your hand.

I don't think God takes that as an excuse. And I'm pretty sure Cass has her own khaki gang who have rubbertime to go eat lunch with. YOU wourself answer to God what YOU'VE been doing to yourself. Degrading yourself is not going to help. If you wanna keep being an emo asshole, fine, go ahead. But I don't really care anymore. And neither does Rachel. Even Benjamin, even if I don't talk to him.

I don't have anything to say to you too. Just that you lead a damn sad life, so get a life. As far as anyone (who you say can't judge you, but whatever, like we could even care) can see, you don't really have one.

I know this post is kind of bitchy. But I needed to get it out of my head. It's what I feel, and you could at the very least read and stop being such a stubborn cow.

Hello X,
I realised that we had to talk to you. Whether you liked it or not. Me and Rachel want you to know that you've become a different person. I mean, honestly, what's with the all the problems anyway? If you really want to compare problems, I can give you a hell lot that I have. And I solve them, not sit back and eat chocolates when I have weight issues or moan about a relationship's that been gone since last year.

You've been really blowing your problems out of proportion. I don't really think it's that hard to live your life. I don't believe that it's that hard to get over "the feeling JY gave to you". It's just a matter of whether you want to or not. If you want me to get really bitchy and all, I can say something like, "Your goals are not that hard to attain anyway. TJC? I mean like, I'm in a better school than you and the stress level is obviously higher." But I wouldn't, because it's not fair to you.

But you know it. Your emo-ness has affected your grades, and I don't really think it's worth it. Cutting yourself, moaning and groaning about your problems? When was the last time I told you about mine? Super long ago right? That's because I found out that everytime I told you about my problems, you'd always turn around and say how much worst yours are than mine. I called you for comfort, but apparently my problems trigger your sadness, and I'm the one comforting you in the end.

If you wanna start talking about how you actually solve your problems, show it. Yeah sure you don't have to proof yourself to us, but proof yourself to yourself. You barely believe in yourself, admit it. If you did, you wouldn't be mutilating yourself with scratches all day long.

Is it a freaking hobby for you? To cut scratch yourself?

Look at your blog. How many happy posts are there? Like, 9/10 of it is emo sounding and mentally disturbing. What's the point of being so sad over life? Life sucks, that's a fact, but why don't you just pick yourself up and get over it? You're wasting your time wallowing in your own self-pity. Where's the point in that? The last time I checked, it doesn't get anybody anywhere.

If your excuse for not coming for service is 'cos you don't want to see me 'cos you'll "cry", I think that's a pretty lame excuse. Would God except it? That you just don't want to see this girl so you don't wanna see Him? I can't deny that one's spiritual walk with God can't be measured, but you don't give me a single reason not to think that you come to church only for your friends. If you cared about God even more, you wouldn't have bothered and came anyway.

A sunburnt hand is nowhere near a good excuse, honestly. When I had an operation, I came to church in a dress even though I was P6 and I hated dressed so damned much. When Rachel had a zit on her face that was super red, she still came to church. No one said anything about it, and I doubt anyone would say anything about your hand.

I don't think God takes that as an excuse. And I'm pretty sure Cass has her own khaki gang who have rubbertime to go eat lunch with. YOU wourself answer to God what YOU'VE been doing to yourself. Degrading yourself is not going to help. If you wanna keep being an emo asshole, fine, go ahead. But I don't really care anymore. And neither does Rachel. Even Benjamin, even if I don't talk to him.

I don't have anything to say to you too. Just that you lead a damn sad life, so get a life. As far as anyone (who you say can't judge you, but whatever, like we could even care) can see, you don't really have one.